End

It's 29th of September today. 3 months.
and it really has to stop, and disappear, as in forever.
Reason being, I couldn't take it anymore.
Love hurts, and this time, it's unbearable, how can loving someone hurts so much?
Isn't love suppose to make someone happy?
Instead, why does it make me wanna die?

When you decided to leave and sacrificed me for someone else, you've lost me..
I, on the other hand, did not lose you, coz I can't lose something I never have.
Like I've always said, I was yours, but you were not mine.

I want to hate, but I failed.
I want to forget, but it's not possible.
I can only try to stop thinking, it's hard, but I will keep trying.
I have changed my number, I have deleted some people from my YM list (my account has been set up that those who are not in my list, will be ignored, means I wont get any messages from them and I can't even send them any messages too), I've blocked everything.
I'm now disconnected and unreachable.
*waves goodbye*