EXAM IS FINALLY OVER
As much as I feel like completely losing my mind at this very moment, I'm so glad that exam is finally over now. I feel like screaming out loud to let this burden that has been building up for months out of my chest. I don't really know what I exactly feel right now, it's kinda mixed up, stressful, mad, angry, sad, over everything. Truth be told, I'm mostly scared. I think I did really bad, no I feel that I did really bad, I hate feeling like this, I hate being like this, I have no control over myself anymore!!
I was watching a movie when my mom sent me a msg at YM just now, it has been awhile since we last talked, I haven't talked to my dad for God knows how long, I truly miss them.. So my mom told me about how things are going on at home, and all the problems they are facing, I was speechless knowing all those as I really, really don't know what can I do to help lessen my parents' burden,and while thinking about it, I even have the thought that maybe I should quit everything and start doing something to help them. With all the things that I've been put through, I feel helpless, I've lost my spirit and hope, damn I really don't know what to do!! Up to this point, I'm really surprised that I havent gone totally insane, yet.
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