One of the hardest things for me to do, is to trust people.
Not that I do not want to, in fact, I tried so hard to trust some people, especially those I thought I could tell certain things to.
But do you know how frustrating it is, when despite all efforts you've put to let them into your life, they took you for granted and betrayed the trust?
Even worse, not only they don't seem to be truly sorry about it, but they sort of like, made fun of it. They said sorry as if they've just accidentally stepped on your foot. I don't know if this doesn't mean anything to some people, but for me, trust is the core of a relationship/friendship.

I know, I suck at expressing my emotions. No matter how sad, or upset or mad I am about something, I tend to keep it inside rather than letting it out to the particular person who made me feel that way. But that doesn't mean they can take me for granted. I've lost two of my bestfriends in secondary school due to breach of trust. I forgave them for what they did, but it didn't mean I could accept it.

It takes years to build up trust, but only seconds to destroy it.

and once it's destroyed, it's gone, you'll never get it back. Things will never be the same again.

To someone who is currently at the other side of the earth,
I can't really accept what you did. I thought you hate pretenders, but did you realize you were being one? You made use of what I felt and what I wrote, and pretended as if all those were about you.
Nonetheless, I forgive you.
But please, DON'T come here anymore. I can detect your i.p address when you visit this blog, hence I'd know if you're still reading. I'm not hating or holding a grudge, I'm just starting to put a boundary.