Giving up..

I should be studying for my last paper tomorrow, I know..
But with what has been happening lately, I really can't focus on anything at the moment..
I don't know how to go through all these, I'm at my lowest point right now.
Everything - regarding family, studies, health, emotions, stability, responsibilities, everything - comes crashing at the same time, leaving me no space and time to breathe and think.
This is the worst time of my life, and it's really tough that I feel like no, I WANT to give up on everything, on everyone..
I've been holding it for years and years, at this stage I think it's time for me to 'retire' and just live for myself for the remaining time left, be it 10 years, 1 year or even a month.
I'm raising a white flag, I'm really tired of everything, feeling so weak and vulnerable. Yes I'm giving up, I've tried so hard and I can't do this anymore..
Everyone has their own limit, and I've reached mine..

Last paper tomorrow, with me not preparing due to the current situation I'm dealing with, I don't know how it's gonna be, and I don't care.

I'm going back home after the exam, so goodbye Ireland. See ya next year.
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